3 weeks Later

So 3 weeks as passed since a lot of the mess that transpired we have now started therapy back again pushed forward and moved in together and began to focus on the future.I am not going to lie I am insecure as hell right now at this moment because I am rebuilding trust in someone that has not one time not twice but this will be the third time he has me not trusting him and throwing a rock in our relationship.

 

Again you are reading this blog a year after this has occurred I am documenting this event but also don’t want the feelings to be so angry and deepened at him that by the time this releases I have walked away from this energy or he has actually manifested himself into what he knows he should be. currently, at the moment all is well considering that does not mean another storm will not brew just means that currently with therapy we have managed to get through this particular moment. So during therapy, there was a lot of unpacking on both sides mostly with him :

He has never done anything for himself successful by his self anything that he has  had  was given to him y his family

or off the back of a woman, he was in a relationship with.

He did  not have a relationship with his  children and  he  spoke about wanting to have one with them but was corrected several times  by the therapists that he has to be accountable and  make the  proper moves to remain active  in their  life and  not  during times  that he wants to (birthdays ,holidays)

he was angry about  his father  not being there for  him and didn’t  understand  the  impact and the cycle he was creating with his daughters

He spent  money  on  electronics and  failed to care for  his  life things  and  when this was mentioned became defensive an  pointed the finger at me  about buying things  (he almost sounded jealous  it was sad)

 

at this point when he came back he had some skin condition that was now spreading  like wildfire all over his  body and  within weeks was spreading to his  dick . we were not having sex due to two reason one  he  was scrapping his dick all on my IUD and toss  on to that the Skin condition . (the therapist suggested  him to see a doctor)

 

he eventually went to the  doctor he has psoriasis  and at our next session the topic was how  he got the medication and was refusing to bathe and  refusing to put the  medication  on.

also, finding out the the woman lied about her pregnancy during our session made for an interesting week. She wanted to get back together and lied about the baby when he told her to come back with the details to confirm she was actually pregnant and that he was not leaving me to be with her the truth came out and then she was no longer interested in him. Mind you this was something else that had to be discussed because this man literally put a rock in what we had to run to her for it to all be a lie so I’m questioning your decisions sir at this point. He is basically in true man form wanting me to forget it all and move forward in life and not mention it and up until the therapy session it wasn’t in the past it was still fresh i also explained how hard it was to move past something just to have you do the exact same thing again with the same person .

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