The Car Before I left home, the car my parents “gifted not gifted me ” not only was the car note not being paid but the Insurance I was forking over to my mother was being pocketed, I was in a car accident and the car was “totaled” and there was no insurance on it at all. I was required…
The High School Years I realized very early in High School that my disconnect with Boys was odd I should not try so hard to appeal and make them happy and get them to like me (I also didn’t realize you can have Daddy issues with your dad in the home go Figure huh lol ). So add my approval…
You should know your family One thing I always noticed was how far removed I was of my father’s side of the family and how I honestly knew nothing about them. when we were allowed to be near them I found them hilarious, warm, powerful and very loving 💓💓💓 which confused me on why my mother never wanted us around…
My Triggers My children, Reading a story online and watching the news will trigger horrible things from my childhood. I want to honestly admit that there was a time that I had a happy and loving thought of my mother, but at 33 years of my life, it escapes me. You see my mother grew up in a whole not…
Accountability Making sure that when I am out of line I get my thoughts together and come back better. I don’t want to walk around life gaslighting anyone or treating someone poorly when they honestly don’t deserve it. I also want to stick with my standards when it comes to dating and not waiver from that. The moment that I…
Consistency say it with me friends. Imagine meeting someone they call when they say they’re going to call, they text when they say they’re going to text, they execute a plan and provide success at every turn if they are unable to meet at a specific time or provide a call back they ensure in a well enough timeframe that…
Scrolling dating apps just because. Ever done it? Are you annoyed when you know men are there just to be there and pass the time? I come across some profiles JUST HERE FOR ENTERTAINMENT Insert Eye Roll Oh ok great I set up my wonderful profile, took my quiz just to be some entertainment for some bored broke…
Day spent doing yoga and grabbing yummy things from the local Framers Market and it looks like jayden is enjoying the portrait setting so n his iPhone lol Also I blocked a few guys that I thought I needed to reach out to get closure with knowing good damn well they are going to gaslight the fuck out of me …
So I Decided after 3 months of just fucking , not going on dates, not knowing anything about the officer; that I wanted something more of substance. I’ll be honest I was bored with our 5 minute phone calls talking about nothing (I call these his bread crumbs conversation we discuss nothing past surface level but he just wants his…
It’s funny when I took 3 years off from getting in a relationship it shaped a lot of what I thought I wanted from a relationship then when the Panamanian came around and I was settled into that for a year and It ended my mind shifted again on what I was looking for I had my bullshit ass list…
