Self Sabotage

This weeks topic came from this podcast I was listening to.

I am mad she read me for filth lol.

I know I want to lose weight and I honestly thought that putting myself out there no one would like me and that is far from the truth lol.

I also had a brief moment when I realized I could not continue this blog while  I was in a relationship and I wasn’t doing what I intended it for and that was being honest open and real.

I felt like an imposter on everything I stood for Not dating a bum and here I was attached to a whole ass bum like he was something special.

One thing I am grateful is my accountability partners in this thing called life my best friends woke me up on a lot of what they knew wasn’t acceptable as far as me and our relationship.

I took some time to sit down and  revamp and  map my business, set up a meal plan and  grabbed a few  books to help with  me so I am not self-sabotaging in the  future

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