Disclaimer This blog was created on April 19th, 2020
for the first time since I was 19 years old I am not prepared for this move, granted in the past I had movers that packed everything up Being the OCD person I am I still packed up my home lol) this move I am not sure 5 days and I am supposed to be moving to the new gorgeous apartment I manifested and half of my apartment is not packed and for the 3rd time in the month, Nate needed space this time he wanted to quit smoking and needed to “detox” and not talk to me to avoid snapping at me.
He still snapped was defensive when asking me idle chatter questions was emotional and just low vibrational. I got off the phone with him to just go along with my day with all of the things I was assigned to do for the apartment. H eventually came back to express that he was mad I signed my lease without him.
I took a step back and thought this man has never actually lived anywhere on his own for a full lease 3 months, 6 months, or a year. so he didn’t know when your lease is up you have 60 days to alert the complex if you are staying or going I alerted my complex on the last day waiting for him to “unable” our conversation on living together so since he did not want to communicate I assumed I would be living in the new place alone.
he wants to wait for his lease is up before he moves in which won’t be for another month smh. Between this living, in separate quarters, the counseling, and the COVID 19 we are not in physical contact as often as we should be and I am trying to be rational and patient not for us but more so for me I have bigger fish to fry
