One year ago on the 20th of December,

I was texting my cousin and giving her a play by play of my week and what was going on with the Nigerian, Work, and the holidays . The Panamanian was brought up since it was around the time of our anniversary I was doing better at this point since we had broken up 9 months prior and it was easier to talk about him without being pissed off at how everything ended. while she and I were talking my Snapchat dinged um  weird since I hardly used it and it was Panamanian. We chatted a bit and he wanted to speak on the phone when we did he started it off apologizing apparently after he and I ended things he decided to pursue a relationship with someone he dated prior to him and me. During the last few months of our relationship, she came around wanting to rekindle their relationship he admitted to entertaining her and when I ended things with him he and she pursued a relationship . It started to go up in flames around August and was over and done in October when it started to go in flames a lot of things began to also go up in flames (He was let go from his job, the car caught on fire and when the money was gone she chunked him the deuces and left the apartment they shared) Two months of him sitting in his own shit and he reached out to me realizing and self-reflecting about everything with us and how honestly when I was in his life everything was prosperous for us. I was his friend and stayed that way for a couple of months while he got his life back on track and all affairs were in order. We decided to Revamp our relationship around Valentines day.

I felt a total 180

with him as a man with his communication and all of the things I wanted to have the first go around with us. He was mad at himself for deciding to entertain her and she came into the relationship just the same as she had before and he learned a lot about himself when it ended, We had issues with her not wanting to let things that ended between the two of them go she kept calling him when he made it clear in front of me that they had nothing more to discuss since she walked away. Anytime something appeared low vibration in the dynamics of our relationship I spoke up for myself and withdraw to protect my peace this was something I did not do before. So I wanted to make sure this go around was actually going to stick before I reopened his chapter on him So here I am being honest and open and allowing second chances in my life. My friends were not as happy that we have rekindled more so Heather made it very clear she was not ok with us getting back together she called him a liar and wagged her finger at me in my choices with Men. I never discussed anything further with her about this after I announced we were back together. everyone else was on board and also ready with razor blades and lemon juice if he wanted to Jump fly again lol.