A girl wants to be needed but not like this

eventually, The Panamanian and I  got to a point where things seemed to be off to a good start we tabled the whole idea of moving in together ( honestly he asked that we no longer discuss it) I stated ok and signed my lease paid my down payment, got my cleaners and movers and never spoke more of it a month passes and he lets me know he’s getting evicted and now all of a sudden he wants to discuss moving in together this was quickly squashed when I asked him about his part of paying for the place he was silent and we never spoke of it again lol go figure huh?

a few weeks go by and the outbreak of COVID 19 came along which had me in straight hermit mode for weeks on end this was also a great chance for him to not call me and it came to a head one night when I mentioned it for him to tell me that communicating with me and us building what we had was not a priority when he had other drama going on in his life at the moment that took precedent to our relationship

say less fam. I was set to move into my new places within a couple of weeks and I was putting my focus on this.

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