So this incident happened in March 0f 2018 he had (after later realizing) that he would go through these dark moments after holidays or whatever do something very dumb (like instead of going out for valentines day like he promised he spent $300 bucks on a VR headset ) he decided to quit his job which I find out later his child support caught up and was taking back pay and left him with nothing . he […]
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It’s funny the difference a year makes. Last year I was briefly involved with someone and I came across his Facebook the other day and he’s still posting subs about me. I was also happy none of our mutuals engaged with the thread. I give a brief run through of what it was since he lasted A month if that. I met him on Facebook he was broke and his dick was small. See told ya lol. All of that […]
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So a whole Month has Passed and so many things have gone off the fucking tracks. The kids were supposed to come down for Christmas their father waited until 24 hours before he decided to let me know that he was not sending the kids down for Christmas so the Sigma and I spent Christmas and NYE together and rang in 2021 together. Once the nostalgia of the holidays died down he came to me and asked would I like […]
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So I did something outside of the norm for me and I got in my car and drove to his place. I hated the fact that I got no sleep the night prior and truth be told I wasn’t sure what I would walk into since showing up unannounced has many risks. I pepped talked myself on the way there I tried to call again unanswered so I turned my engine on and jumped on the freeway.i parked and walked […]
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eventually, The Panamanian and I got to a point where things seemed to be off to a good start we tabled the whole idea of moving in together ( honestly he asked that we no longer discuss it) I stated ok and signed my lease paid my down payment, got my cleaners and movers and never spoke more of it a month passes and he lets me know he’s getting evicted and now all of a sudden he wants to […]
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Original Blog was created in December 2020 So Friday I worked got myself mentally prepared for the weekend and knew that that following weekend would be very tough it would be the very first weekend that I didn’t have dovear. When I got off of work I went to go look at a few apartments courtesy of my apartment locator, one of the places I fell absolutely in love with I was so excited once the tour was over and […]
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One year ago on the 20th of December, I was texting my cousin and giving her a play by play of my week and what was going on with the Nigerian, Work, and the holidays . The Panamanian was brought up since it was around the time of our anniversary I was doing better at this point since we had broken up 9 months prior and it was easier to talk about him without being pissed off at how everything […]
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On the surface, it seems an odd idea that you could actually be anything other than who you really are. But from the time we can talk, we’re being programmed to “fit in”. We find ourselves conforming in order to please the people we love, and who love us. The moment I stopped doing this, was exactly when I found my peace. But sometimes that means that you have to suppress what you know is the real person inside. […]
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Ever heard someone say, “so-in-so is great, but I’m just not happy?” Happiness is something you have to “choose” to be. A person could have all the money in the world and still be unable to acquire what it is they really want, and ultimately remain unhappy. A person could be surrounded by all their friends and loved ones, and still be lonely. This was something I definitely had to come to terms with when dating the Panamanian. My life […]
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